| about me |
18+
Occasionally NSFW
Alyssa :)
Nine-teen
Vegetarian
Big heart & old soul.
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I'm just a girl, living on earth in North America. Calling Ontario, Canada home for now. I was introduced to this world in Chicago, Illinois by my wonderful mother.
My veins pump Serbian and Haitian blood to my wild heart. My brain guides my legs, telling them which direction to take. My eyes have seen much.
My mind has been stamped with many memories, some good, others not so good... but memories nonetheless.
My crazy curly hair burns auburn in the sun. My body is soft, curvy, and flawed.
I live for cool breezes that tickle bare shoulders. Hugs that radiate care. That first sip of a hot drink. Books that take you away. Films that you fall in love with. The smell of cooking spreading throughout your house. Music that makes you feel alive.
Your mind is like a parachute, it doesn't work unless it's open.
-Jordan Maxwell
Ugh, feeling so guilty..
All of last week I didn’t workout…
My shins had/have been aching a lot and it feels like I somehow sprained my right ankle. I don’t see how though because it had been fine but then I woke up and tried putting weight on it and literally yelped.
Then today, I’ve been wanting to eat everything in site. Maybe it’s getting near that time of the month or something.. whatever.
But ugh, I feel so unattractive and gross and ..icky.
My ankle is feeling a bit better at least, my shins are still being stupid.. but whatever, I’m working out tomorrow night regardless of how tired I’ll probably be.
I really want to reach my 15 pound goal by my birthday.. Basically just actually reach a goal that I had made, for once in forever.
*sigh* blegh.
Bed, you look lovely tonight, especially since I have to be up at 7am tomorrow.
New girl crush. Ugh.
AgfaPhoto GmbH d-lab.2/3
In this picture from the early 1940s, travelers in California’s San Joaquin Valley gather owl’s clover and blue lupine in a field along Route 99
I’m going to be so busy the rest of this month..
And into July. (oh, and broke)
Tomorrow I have to take my baby (aka dog Daisy) to the vet for her rabies/distemper shots and bordetella vaccine. Then stop in at the kennel where we’re going to have her and my sister’s dog staying during the time we’re in Chicago. Then I also need to get my phone. And after that I’m going to be doing some family photos for my best friend.. aka this lovely girl here .
Then Wednesday I work 4-10, Thursday is 3-10, Friday is 5-9 and Saturday is 4-10. During the days I’ll be squeezing in as much studying for my licence as possible.
The last week of the month is going to be super hectic with my mom finishing work before summer vacation and packing for the trip.
I’m going to have to probably put off going for the first part of my driver’s licence until mid-July.. unless $125 somehow happens to fall into my lap.
July 1st will be spent in the town I grew up in for Canada Day. July 2nd we’re leaving bright and early for Chicago and not coming back until the 5th.
Once I’m back I’ll be working the next day, have two days off, then working 5 days, one day off then working 4 days to cover someone’s shift while they’re on vacation (no complaints…$$$$$). And then hopefully I’ll finally be going for my driver’s licence test.
Busy busy bee.
It’s safe to say, dating is going on the back burner for now.
Other than that one guy that I thought was interested.. I haven’t been into anyone really. I’m just so darn picky… :/
But it’s all good, I’m too busy to try and get something going with anyone right now anyways.
Driver’s licence+working > dating. No questions ‘bout it.
Maybe I’ll just treat myself to something fun at Aren’t We Naughty once those busy two weeks of work are done.. ;)
…fucking idiot. Smh.
Side effects from having a fan blowing at your laptop… crazy hair.
Supsupsup guys? :)
